yoz. this week has been quite hectic. What with two different perfomances going on, with their respective rehearsals, I was on the verge of having sore throat day before performance. but it wasnt that bad, but it was bad when the darn blocked nose came and I just started sneezing away. I actually wondered if I would be able to perform. But I did, cause all that just went away just before performance.

1. MEP combined choir performance
- it was a bit disappointing cause from 3 pieces we ended up performing just one piece. quite nice, though. We sang in Esplanade, so now I've got a nice collection of Esplanade passes. xDDD

2. Founder's Day performance
- we were sitting just in front of the stage, facing the audience. And since we dont have tables to hide behind ( like the handbell people) the we obviously have to sit nicely at all times. and more so for the first row. And being awesomely short, I was sitting in the first row. go figure. I kena leg cramp after the service okay! haha. but all in all the service was quite cool. and after that the "bless this school" song got stuck in my head -.-

3. Class partayyyyyy
haha retardedly fun. xDDD.

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I don't know what to think of the situation now. How to help when help is pushed away?
some people need help, want help, know they need help, but cannot accept help.
some people need help in their respective situations, know they need help, but cannot acknowledge it.
I really can't stand it for much longer. This has to stop.


One a fighter and one a defender. Two people, facing the same thing, in different positions of circumstances. Pressed on from all angles. Neither can hold up any longer. Reinforcements have to come and back them up. Whether they think that they need the extra power to defeat the enemies or not, to retreat or advance, is all a different matter.

eternal-flame blogged at 11:53 AM