hehhh... this is gonna be really short.

truth be told, strangely enough, I'm not that affected by people calling me short anymore. I dont react. I call that a positive triumph, but at this age, height doesnt matter. for one, I'm not the shortest in the level anymore. and it's what's inside that thick head of yours that counts. how much data you can store, it's no longer the juvenile thoughts of primary school. Friendship is not taken so literally, and cannot be mended within a day. Emotions more complicated, brains more developed to take a more 'balanced' view of things, for example, weighing factors in order to not get involved in various issues around you. last time I checked, you'd would have done anything that people ask you to do, compared to now, when you add a "why?" question to the end of an order, and do a brainstorm mindmap leading to the possible outcomes, giving evidence and elaboration. but yet, at the end of it, you cant get the answer. it's still the same old order, whether you'd know the real reason behind it, and understand, and think of all sorts of complicated possibilities while it's just so simple. sometimes stretching your brain too much can make you forget the simplest things of common sense. sometimes the reason is just so simple, that you think "why didnt I think of this before?"

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ok by now you do know that these random paragraphs of a seemingly random topic, that's not so random. and you would know that I dont link my elaborations back to the question, or the topic, whatever it may be. probably because it would take me ages to think of how to phrase it.

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and by the way, I do know that people read this blog. I dont see the tagboard moving though. so I dont know exactly who reads it. SO TAG. sheesh.

eternal-flame blogged at 10:17 PM