Female dramas are exasperating and should be confined to a time limit after which the matter is dropped, forgotten, and never referred to or mentioned again, so that relative peace is allowed back into the air again, restored diplomatically.
World's an open stage though, so whatever you got, dont try to be vague, be the potentially strong person I know you are and tell me straight to my face, though I have to admit that half the things you say I dont understand. You tell me I'm mean, and selfish, and somehow annoying, and I say that it's all a matter of perspective, something that needs a time of reflection and something I cannot explain immediately.
actually, coming to think of it, being mean and selfish and sometimes annoying is part of human nature, though admittedly one of the more variant traits. some just have slightly higher amounts of it than is healthy, and some have so little that it's hard to think that it can be achieved, as the ideal stipulates.
honestly, talking to you is like stepping on a minefield. I never know when the ground's gonna blow. or when the buried mines detect my approaching footsteps, i.e. when I start "pissing you off".
I just want this fluctuating drama to stop so I can concentrate on my exams properly.
Truce?
you don't have to do this.
and you dont have to think that everyone's looking at you critically all the time.
you just need to know when you're onstage or offstage.
and seriously, counting the number of times I shift my table or chair???
bit extreme, doncha think?

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on the brightside, and on a completely different note, I'm pretty happy that I'm slipping back into study mood.
er bad news, it's one day before prelims start.
hopefully I can catch up.
amath is suffering.
and it's on friday.
excellent.

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I just realised why I sleep so much in class, why I read books so much, and why I listen to music so much.
or maybe I knew but just didnt want to admit it.

eternal-flame blogged at 10:13 PM